everything gets written down

i think i've really fallen in love with her....

 

oh, darling...  what will this do to my marriage?

wow.

that's all i can really say.
last night was more eye-opening and unbelievable to really be able to explain.

you don't mess with the tarot cards.

i never really thought they would work much, but wow.
um, seriously.
we did a 13 card read and every single card was 100% accurate....
no joke.

just, wow.

and the rest of the night was amazing too.
she and i finally got to talk about what's been going on and how both of us feel about it and music and lyrics and feelings and thoughts and it was  a m a z i n g.  seriously, i am still breathless over it.

thank you, my darling, for showing me a part of myself i never really knew existed.  thank you for letting me vent everything and for being so willing to listen.  thank you for reading my cards and letting me draw upon my own conclusions about them and thank you for understanding so well the cards i said were you.

i will never forget last night and the honesty that took place.  thank you.... 

so tonight she and i are getting together to read tarot cards.

 

i've never had them read for me before.  and i've only ever given two readings.  but it was crazy how accurate they were when i did it.  wow.

 

this could be interesting.

 

everything that's happened in the last few days has seemed like a whirlwind.

she's in love with me.

and i'm feeling more and more for her.

and then there's my husband.

and how he hates her.

and how she hates him.

and i feel so trapped between the two.

and i just want to be happy.

 

i need to be held.

i need to be touched.

and lately she's the only one that seems willing to do any of that.

 

 

i'm afraid i've become trapped in a loveless marriage and the thought terrifies me.

what do i do now?

i am so in love with you.